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I get lotsa reactions when i said I was getting married diz aug…Somehow or rather it can be quite amusing sometimes. Mayb for the fact that im 25, I don’t really act like one. But as everyone says age is juz a number..so wut the heck if I feel young at heart…

I cant really recall how I said to my mum dat I was getting married..n I even cant recall how my bf proposes to me..hiks..pity pity..but no crime done..its the tots dat matter..all I remember was booking for the dewan coz we hv plan to get it done during school holidays n everyone knows dat skool holidays are meant to be wedding marathon for most..both of us have large families that resides almost anywer. And being a lovable daughter-son, frenz, nieces-nephews, god-son-daughter, we really love everyone to witness the special moments..so I guess august is the perfect choice. So after booking the dewan, I sort of knowing my wedding date very early n being very full-of-myself the dates spreads like lingam’s videos..hiks..

So I get many reactions..but most wud go..

“OMG..for real??u r settling down?”

“r u sure he’s d one?”

“kesian nya laki yang dapat kau” -yeah..i do really get diz..my pathetic boy friends..ko jeles nak ko sik kawen ngan aku..hahaha…(still vain of me..always full of myself)

“…….” Speechless…hehe..

So seriously..wut is d perfect age of getting married?i dnt think it’s the age that matters..but the mindsetting..its how far u r willing to commit urself to another level of relationship..during this period, im sure there are many ‘what-ifs’ in my mind..wut if he’s not actually the ‘one’? wut if im not a good wife? Wut if I cant cook? Wut if I cant wake up early in the moring to iron his shirt wif perfect straight sharp lines on the edges? Wut if his family doesn’t like me? Wut if..wut if…the lists neverends..But all diz are risks that im willing to take..im sure those who r getting married will have this feelings of mine..

So..the wedding is really near..and im really nervous about it..once in a while I get to play the bridezilla but I still hv my tolerance level so its fine n I really need to loosen up a little..

So wut if im getting married?new adventure..new life..new me…

Oh really??

Okay..im getting cheeky here..but seriously, no bad intention here..hiks..i got this from an email..so lets see..

.:LEO:.

The Lion in bed. Great talker (really???). Sexy and passionate. Laid back (yup..totally). Knows how to have fun. Great kisser. Unpredictable (Again rite). Outgoing (if he meets the rite person, he can talks like craaaazzyyy). Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud (Nope..very quiet). Loves being in long relationships. Talkative (Again..wrong). Not one to mess with (yup.be afraid.be veeeeryyyy afraid). Rare to find. Good when found (glad he's almost mine....:p).

.:CAPRICORN:.

The passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED (wakakakaa...). Very sexy (yeah..u repeat it twice). Coolest (me cooooolllll...:p). Loves to own Gemini's in sports (hmmm..never know any gemini). Extremely fun (Fun is my middle name..hehe). Loves to joke (yeah..the lame one..haha). Loves to be your first (reaaaalllyy??). So you'll never forget. Smart (and again...it is stated twice..myb i really am.hiks).

We have sumthing in common...we love being in long relationship..

Need i say more???Hahahahaha.....Im vain..im veryyyy vain..

New template..

Im stuck in boredom today..so i googled n search for a new template..looks fine to me..wut do u think??

p/s: the pic was supposed to be a boring cat...see the details of the pic..u can even see the taik mata..so boring till ngantok2...dats y like dat lor..

Mellowwwwwww...........

Someone asks me, wut will a life after wedding be? I guess diz fits best...

Its not about whose right, or whose wrong
Its not about whose weaker, or whose strong
Its not about whose innocent, or whose fault
It aint really bout that kind of thing at all
Its not about who does it, who done it, or did it to who
Dont matter if the both of you lose
Its really not bout nothing, except for me and you

Its all about drama, and love, and relationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you dont ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong

Its not about the stupid things that we say
We're always saying stupid things anyway
Its not about the secrecy or the lies
Everybody has got a secret to hide
Its not about who was it, or was she, whose creeping on who
Wont matter if the both of us lose
Its really not bout nothing, except for me and you

Aint bout your pride
Aint bout your self
Its bout the two of you, and no one else
Aint bout the hurt
Aint bout the lies
Aint bout the crazy things thats running through your mind
Its bout the love thats suppose to last and never die


That sums it guys...its babyface's love, drama & relationship by the way..

Early Preparation

Its not really early la...Dah march dah pun..End of march!!!!Im getting married in August, which is like 4 months away.OMG...To be honest, the only thing that has settled is the booking of the dewan..Other than that?Nadaiiiiii....Parai parai..haha..i kno my sis is going to say..'yea!!Ngakuk pun balah'..Hehe..well...balah akew balah ler keaw...

Got so many things to prepare...Caterers, dresses, make-ups, hantaran, flowers, entertainment, hadrah, DAIS, OMG..the list goes on and on and on..u just hv to sit down and decide. Time is ticking n im getting freakingly demanding on more timeeeeee....

Okay...wedding planning isnt as sweet as i tot..it used to be so simple juz thinking bout it..but when reality hits..u hv juggle with the budget, (it seems everythings expensive in kuching..), kehendak parents n parents mentua...So everyone said..'its your wedding la..go have it your way la.' >:p ekeke..my way????u really wanna knoe how my wedding wud be if i want it my way???susah ati mak aku nenga klak..

My fiancee..he is not helping much...He gives the money..tell him wut time to come n he'll b there..ada jwak bagus nya kdk ya..i hv freedom to do wuteva i want..tp he is quite fussy..last nite i had to do some presentation on the budget for the event..i hv to come up wif a spreadsheet...then he starts bebel..

He: isk..ktk sorg jak faham apa ktk tulis tok..

Me: mmg la...kmk yg tgk kmk jak faham..

Then the blabla goes on and on...Then he made me add a few columns here n there..dgr gik ceramah pasal how to do accounting the proper way...A+B+C+D.....Then tiba2 struck kat palak aku, bayangkannnnn (kriiiiiiinnnnngggggg <-----mcm bunyi dalam tv la tek)

He: Nah...Duit k beli barang dapur...Ne spreadsheet ne?Ngkah note sia...Jgn lpk balance expenditure ya....bla bla bla....

Hehe..cian energizerbunny aku..sekda la nya kedekut gia..in fct hes really generous when it comes to money..u juz hv to make sure u spend it properly..oppppppppppssss..dah terkeluar topic..

But kesimpulan nya...its good to have a spreadsheet.u minimize the chances on missing sumthing that is important..biasala aku..kadang2 susah nak ditegur..maok ekot palak aku jak..so if anyone's interested i ll upload them for u..